My appendix... The world... Divided (Part 1)
Understanding America through a childhood appendicitis part 1
New here? I don’t write about the world (or America) looking out at the world. Everything happening in the world is happening in the human body. So I write from there. A divided country or world is a divided body.
I started talking to my appendix; here’s part of what it said:
Here’s the deal with the appendix. In 1998, you continued to reject the bowels, as you always had…
(This original dialogue can be found at the end)
…Here’s the deal with America. In 1998, America continued to reject the world, as America always had. America would not clear America in the world. So America held onto the world for years.
America was holding onto what the world did not need. But controlling America is creating the world. What I mean is that when America controls America, really any part of the world but America makes this clear, America is in effect generating the world.
Has America considered what America means? America the world no longer needs. And has America considered what controlling America means? Holding onto America the world no longer needs. So controlling the world is holding onto America. The world does not want to be controlled any more than America. And America makes clear that America isn’t really in control. (As in America thinks it’s in control, but it can’t even control itself)
So when America continues going through the world, doing things that are convenient to America without concern for the world, America is actually accumulating America. (Interesting thought, right?)
Back to the world though. When America controls America, restraining America, America is backing up the world. The world is not meant to be backed up, especially with America. Remember, the world does not need America. The world wants to get rid of America. Except when America holds on, America creates America throughout the world. Holding America is holding the world. The world is becoming America. (You don’t say)
So the world becomes America. (Sick)
When the world really needed to be open, so that the world could also expel what the world did not need. Like America. The world is in that way no different than America. But the entire world is like America now.
And when America says America, America doesn’t mean America from America. America means America from controlling the world. That is America.
(Original dialogue… a diary entry of sorts)
Here’s the deal with the appendix. In 1998, you continued to reject the bowels, as you always had. You would not clear waste in public. So you held onto waste for years.
So you were holding on to what the body did not need. But controlling waste is creating waste. What I mean is that when you control the body, really any part of the body but the bowels make this clear, you are in effect generating waste.
Have you considered what waste means? Something you no longer need. And have you considered what controlling the body means? Holding onto something you no longer need. So controlling the body is holding onto waste. The body does not want to be controlled any more than the bowels. And the bowels make clear that you aren’t really in control. So when you continue going through life, doing things that are convenient to you without concern for the body, you are actually accumulating waste.
Back to the appendix though. When you control the bowels, restraining them, you are backing up the appendix. The appendix is not meant to be backed up, especially with waste. Remember, the body does not need waste. The body wants to get rid of waste. Except when you hold on, you create waste throughout the body. Holding the bowels is holding the body. The body is becoming waste. So the body becomes sick. When the appendix really needed to be open, so that it could also expel what it did not need. Like the bowels. The appendix is in that way no different than the bowels. But the entire body is like this now.
And when I say waste, I don’t mean waste from the bowels. I mean waste from controlling the appendix. That is the waste. (To be clear: the appendix does not become sick from filling with literal waste. It gets sick from being held or suppressed like the bowels. Because holding on affects the entire body. Holding on is the equivalent of filling the body with waste.)
…When you control yourself, restraining yourself, you are backing up yourself.
We all need to get rid of waste.
The next post will clarify the division.